Build A Castle In The Air

A lot of hope...

A lot of dream...

.............And............

A lot of desire...

I still cannot grasp it...

...............And.............

Everything seems like runaway from me...

Everything seems like just a fantasy of mine...

I still cannot make a good decision of my life...

Still become a woman that always think about others...

........Before.......

I think about myself...

Still feeling that others opinion & gudgement is better than me...

Still thinking that I must prioritize everyone around me without knowing what I want...

I still wonder...

When my dream will comes true???

When I will get what I want in my life???

Still hoping the same thing everyday...

.........And.......

Still pray that happiness will always stay on my side...

.................But.................

Still don't know what I want in my life...

Searching for something that even I also don't know...

.........Whether........

It is exist or not...