Build A Castle In The Air

A lot of hope...

A lot of dream...

.............And............

A lot of desire...

I still cannot grasp it...

...............And.............

Everything seems like runaway from me...

Everything seems like just a fantasy of mine...

I still cannot make a good decision of my life...

Still become a woman that always think about others...

........Before.......

I think about myself...

Still feeling that others opinion & gudgement is better than me...

Still thinking that I must prioritize everyone around me without knowing what I want...

I still wonder...

When my dream will comes true???

When I will get what I want in my life???

Still hoping the same thing everyday...

.........And.......

Still pray that happiness will always stay on my side...

.................But.................

Still don't know what I want in my life...

Searching for something that even I also don't know...

.........Whether........

It is exist or not... 

When Tomorrow Comes

Tomorrow...

I still can't imagine...

What will happen to me...

Its makes me feel afraid to face it...

It makes me think...

What can I do tomorrow??

What I will  be??

What I'm doing??

Tomorrow...

It makes me feel doubt...

About my journey of life...

About the path that I'll take...

And.......

About the path that I'd taken...

Tomorrow...

Can I create my own dreams??

Can I search my courage??

Can I call my spirit??

Can I become a better person??

And.........

Can I be the best from others?? 

Tomorrow...

I'm still waiting for the rainbow...

Even.........

I'd always surrounded with raining...

I'm still wondering...

When the rainbow will appear in front of me??