Long Way

When the time passed by...

It makes me thinking and thinking again...

Whether my decision is important rather than others...

Whether I can live in my own way....

Suddenly........

I've realize that I've responsibility to take...

It had make me think that I still don't get what I want in life...

I still don't know my desire...

It makes me feel like I'm lost in my own world...

When I closed my eyes...

I always dreaming that I've good job, beautiful house, great car & happy family...

And many people rely on me...

But...........

I'd doubt with it...

Whether it just only my fantasy or happen in my real life...

Or am I lost in my own world???

Like I always said before...

Life is a journey that never had ending...

Sometimes we find our right way...

And........

Sometime we are a bit lost...

This time...

I'd make decision...

I'll just hear the voices of my heart...

I'll believe on myself to walk on my own journey...

I'll try to accomplish what I'd been dreaming when I closed my eyes...

I don't want to make it only just a dream...

I promise to myself that I wouldn't disappointing myself anymore...

Even though I must face a lot of difficulties...

Even though there is a long way to get through of it...

My strong feeling always said that I can see my own dreams again...

And it will become a reality... 

Even this journey take time...

And it will change my previous life...

I'll walk forward and never turn back again...

Although it is a long way...