Tired Of Everything

I'm feel tired now...

Tired to get through my life...

Tired to face all those days...

Tired to study and study...

Sometimes...

I feel like I wanna give up...

But,when I look and think about my life that I had been through before...

It's not worth for me if I give up now...

It just left only a few months to face it...

Only 4 months to face it again...

But....

Can I get through all of it with success???

Can I become brave to face it???

Now.......

Its up to me to face all those thing...

I must have strength to do it...

Hopefully,everything will go with smoothly...

Hopefully, I can be a better person in my career...

~~ Glass Heart ~~

Heart...

Some people said...

Thinking by using heart can make us suffer...

Some people said...

Follow our heart can give us happiness...

And some people said...

Trust with our heart can make longlasting love...

Whether it's true or not...

Its depends on us to believe it...

Heart...

A lot of mysterious questions and answers...

Because...

To decide about our future...

We use our brain...

But........

The heart will choose to work it out...

Heart...

It took years to give trust...

It took years to accept someone love...

It took years to make a relationship...

But.....

It just took a seconds to ruin everything...

It took a seconds to make a tears...

Does it cruel????

Heart...

Have lot of definitions...

Have lot of meaning...

And.......

It is unpredictable...

Whether we believe it or not...

The right thing that we can done is...

By trusting ourselves...

Then......

Our heart will follow our decision...

Forgive And Forget About It

Today...

When I sorting all my files in my lappy...

I'd found one picture...

That I'd never seen it for almost past 8 months...

Picture of teddy hug a vase of purple flowers...

There's a piece of words beside the teddy...

"Happy Birthday, May ur dream comes true"...

I smile when look at the picture...
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Forgiveness...

It's the best words that I can say at that time...

There's nothing to be hate anymore...

There's nothing to be angry with...

And...

There's no feeling of love...

That's the truth...

Forgiveness...

It's the best thing that I can do for this time...

There's no need to revenge back...

It had made me feel relieve again...

And...

Its makes me realize that...

Forgiving like love's power to break a nature's rule...

Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge...

Sometimes...

Hating someone can make us remember back...

About what they had done to us...

When we want to forget about it...

Everything come and make us remember all those things...

Make us become dissatisfied about our life...

The best to overcome it...

We must try to forgive them...

Accept that they also one of our memories...

We cannot run from it...

It is the best way...

Because...

Forgiveness does not change the past...

But it does enlarge the future...



Exam On The Corner!!!!!

Tomorrow I will enter the exam hall!!!!

What a weird day...

I will facing 6 exam papers...

And my first paper...

Is starting from tomorrow...

Hopefully everything will go with smoothly...

Pray for my success!!!!

People's Attitude

Is it weird to you...

When you'd saw some people defend their own opinion...

But............

Actually his or her opinion is strongly wrong....

They don't want to give up...

They try to defend it until other people give up with them...

Is it ok  to do that???

To me...

It's just like you'd shame yourself...

Don't want to hear on what other people said about it...

But stick with the opinion that you'd made by your own...

Without having any good reason about it...

Shame on you!!!

You just like act as a clown...

Make yourself become too low than other people...

Make other people don't respect you again...

Make other people think that you a very selfish...

Make other people don't like you because of your ego...

You also had making your life become miserable...

Thus...

Think twice when you want to do something...

Try to accept other people opinion in order to make yourself become more knowledgable...

Thats the better ways to improve yourself...

Talk About Life

Life is funny, isn't it???

Just.......

When you think you've got it all figured out...

Just.......

When you finally begin to plan something...

Get excited about it...

And......

Feel like you know what direction you're heading in...

Suddenly......

The paths CHANGE...

The signs CHANGE...

The wind blows the OTHER WAY...

North is SUDDENLY south...

And east is west...

And......

You're LOST...

Sometimes...

You're confuse about it...

Because.....

You don't expect...

It is so easy to lose your way...

And.......

To lose your direction...

Therefore......
You must bear in your mind...

There aren't many sure things in life...

But........

Just one thing you must know...

You've to deal with all the consequences of your actions...

Sometimes....

You've to follow through on some things...

It doesn't mean that you don't have your own opinions...

But.......

Its for GOOD SAKE...

New Life With My Version

Actually.....

I wanna tell about something...

I'd opened the other one of my blog again!!!

hehe....

If I'm not mistaken...

I'd delete it for a year...

I dont know what make me eager to open it back...

But.........

I'm very satisfied to write it again...

Such an excited feeling fly over my head...

Just like want me to talk about my life again...

"Reality or Fantasy" just based on my feeling or emotion...

It also based on poem that I create...

But its not focus with my life in details...

Its just an emotion that hide between the poems...

But another blog is based on my experience...

Excitement that I'd faced through my life...

And its involving people around me...

This blog has many photos...

Because..........

I'll talk about the experience that I'd facing...

And........

Every steps of my life was wrote in it...

I'm not finishing write it yet...

But........

I'm very satisfied to do it...

I Love to do it!!!!

Such A Weird Feeling

I don't know what actually happen to me...

Everything seems like a mess...

Sometimes......

I don't like this feeling...

Everything I had done,its not in my expectation...

Everything is unpredictable...

A weird feeling always fly over my head...

All those feeling make me become uncomfortable...

But....

All those feeling like inconsolable...

Keep running and running...

I'm always thinking about my future...

Always want to be realistics...

Want to be more logical...

Not just based on imagination...

But......

I'm just like want to release it...

Just like I'm not sure about it...

Wheteher I'd make a better decision or not...

Or......

It's just based on my imagination only...

Between Our Past & Future

Some people said;

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It is difficult to say what is impossible...

Because the dream of yesterday...

Is the hope of today...

And the reality of tomorrow...

Other people said;

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What we are today is a result of our own past actions...

Whatever we wish to be in future depends on our present actions...

Thus.....

We must decide on how we have to act now...

Because.....

We are responsible for what we are...

Whatever we wish ourselves to be...

We have the power to make ourselves...

But for me;

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The difficult of facing our life is...

It is not based on other people not understand you...

But......

Based on whether you understand yourself or not...

Sometimes.......

We cannot hatred our life...

Because...........

For everything we have missed...

We will gained something else...

And........

For everything we gain...

We will lose something else...

It is all about on how we outlook towards life...

We can either regret or rejoice...

One Step To Carry On

Know what

I always heard this words

Wherever I go

Whatever I do

This words always keep playing on my mind

 "Life Must Go On...."

Its only just a simple words

But give a lot of meaning

Need lot of strength to do it

But I'm happy with my life

I'd move one step forward

Step to make my life become wonderful

Making my life colourful and enjoyable

Although a lot of works n assignments

Instead of doing all of it

I'd feel my life more happier than before

A lot of things that i'd changed

Before this.....

I don't like milk

Don't like a striking colours

Don't like to do something new in my life

But now........

Everything had changed

Like I'm trying to adapt with all those things

And...

Finally....

I'd did it!!!!!

Two thumbs up for me

Wink..Wink....Wink.......

Love Chooses You...

...If you find yourself in love with someone...

................And..................

...That someone does not love you...

...Be gentle to yourself...

...There is nothing wrong with you...

...But love just not choose to rest in the someones’s heart...

 

...If you find someone in love with you...

.................And.................

...You cannot answer that love...

...Feel honored that love has come by and called on your door...

..................But..................

...Gently refuse the feeling you cannot return...

...As love did not choose to settle in your heart...

...If you find yourself in love with someone...

....................And..................

...The love return...

...It still can happen that love choose to leave...

...Do not try to reclaim it...

..................And..................

...Not assess any blame...

............Let it go...........

...Despite the pain...

...There is a reason and meaning to this...

...You cannot choose love by yourself...

............Because...........

...LOVE CHOOSES YOU...

**Taken from someone's blogg...hua3....**

***Love this quotes***

**Thanks**

MLTR - Blue Night....

Lately you have been asking me

if all my words are true

Don't you know I'll do anything for you

Sometimes I haven't been good to you
Sometimes I've made you cry
And I am sorry for everything

but I promise you girl
I promise you this

Chorus:

When the blue night is over my face

on the dark side of the world in space

When I'm all alone with the stars above

you are the one I love

So there's no need to worry girl

My heart is sealed for you

And no one's gonna take it away

cos' I promise you girl

I promise you this

Chorus:

When the blue night is over my face

on the dark side of the world in space

When I'm all alone with the stars above

you are the one I love

Your voice is calling to me in my dreams

My love is stronger than it's ever been

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P/s: To my rumate,thanks for the dedication...hehe..da rasa terharu nihhh...."Someone" erk??hehe...ape yg penting, "someone" tu mestilah nyanyikan lagu nie sambil main gitar k..baru romantik n ada feeling gtu..ahaks....Hope some day,there'll have "someone" sing this song for me...wink3...

There's No Need To Be A Selfish!!!!

If you think what you'd done is good...

Just do it!!!!

But don't make a mess with my life!!!

Please larrrr!!!!!

huhu...

I don't know what happen to me for this few weeks...

Am I not being myself???

I'm easily getting out of burst...

My roommate also said the same thing about me...

huhu.....

Before this..... 

I don't care about what other people did to me...

But now...

I'm just like wanna fight back n protest about it...

huhu.....

I always tell my mom about my problem...

But my mom always said the same thing...

"Just let them do what they want,you just ignoring them"...

But.........

I can't do that with easily...

How can I ignored all of it if they make my life become messy...

huhu......

What gonna happen to me now???

I don't like other people take advantage on me now...

I don't like people always think that I'm easily can be tolerate...

I don't like people think that they can use or do what they want with my stuffs...

I don't like every single thing that can affect me...

huhu......

Am I'd fed up with what had happen in my life before this???

Am I'd become an aggressive much more than before???

Or become a protector and self-defense with myself???

huhu.......

All I know that I must respect others...

Respect every single thing that they like or dislike...

But..........

Aren't they respect about my attitude???

No is't???

Selfish!!!!!

How can I become patient about all this behaviour???

What a world............

The weird world..........

Everyone want their benefits and become greedy...

Sometimes..........

All those things can make them become a monster...

But not like Monster of Inc in Waltdisney story k...
huhu......

Mandarin Session!!!(o,0) - (0.0) - (O;O)

Ok,today we learn about Mandarin k.....
Actually, I'm so boring to do all my works..
Reading a lot of journals...
And...
Doing a lab reports...uhuhu..
Today I don't want to write the poems...
Don't have mood to write it... 
Can we start our session now???


Firstly.....
I want to tell about what I'd learn in Mandarin class...
This week I'd learn on how to write in Mandarin...
Best2!!!!hehe..
Eventhough at the beginning...
It is difficult to recognized the words..
Hard to write it...
But............
It become fun when we learn to describe about the words....
Some of the words wear a skirt...
Some of it has a cane...
Some of it has a mouth...
And......
Some of it has 3 dots which is meaning "I luv u"...haha..
Another words that I'd create;
The cupboard...
And......
The woman that dance balet...


After finishing learn on how to write...
We had a quiz for recognizing all the Mandarin words... 
Just a simple questions...wink3...
After that,we learn about Jilongpo...
Which is meaning by Kuala Lumpur...


Then, the class end with the session our Laoshi share a story...
I admire my Laoshi becoz she is a malay...
A malay people teach a Mandarin Language...
What a marvellous!!!


Diz week lesson is write in Mandarin;
 - Nian (tahun)
 - Yue (bulan)
 - Ri (haribulan)
 - Xiansheng (Encik)
 - Xiaojie (Cik)
 - Nushi (Puan)
 - Laoshi (Cikgu)
 - Xiexie (terima ksh)
 - Xin ai de (yg disyngi)
 - Zhu ni (doakan anda)
 - Wo ai ni (aku mencintaimu)  


Next week we'll have a listening 1,quiz 3 n reading test...
3 in 1 package..hua3...
Zaijian.....meaning by See You!!!

My Journey Of Life

Day by day...

I keep searching to find my way...

My path of life still in a mess...

Still trying to hold on...

Hold on with my ambition...

I don't wanna give up to get it...

Don't wanna lose it anymore...

Laugh and cry...

Sad and sorrow...

There's always stay beside me...

As I get through my journey...

Journey of life that never had ending...

Until.........

The ending of my day...

Sometimes........

I feel scared to face my day...

To face the day that is unpredictable...

The day that I cannot imagine it...

Whether I'll fall to the ground...

Or................

Raised up to the sky...

People is always running...

Running to chase their ambition...

What about me???

Am I still searching for it???

Or...............

I'd found it,but still cannot grasp it???

But................

I'd felt that I'm in a right way...

Right way to reach into my journey...

My journey that never had an ending...

The journey that will make my life become as wonderful than before...

Hopefully I can get through all of it...

And..................

Can face my destiny with bravely...

My journey of life...

That will become my own destiny...

The destiny that I will standing on it with proudly...

My Life As A Student

Lots of work must be finish...huhuhu...
Sometimes I felt wanna give up.....
But I think,I'd told about this for hundred of times..huhu...
Today I don't go to class coz I'got a headache n had a fever...
I'm just lying down on my bed...huhuhu..
What a day................ 
Now......
I feel much better than this morning....
I've got to finish all my assignment before going to practical...
Now, I've 4 weeks before going to my clinical placement...
I don't know whether I'd spend my times for 6 weeks wif wisely or not..huhu....
A lot of work I'd not finished it yet....
And....
All my notes,I'd not being updated it yet......
I'd take 9 subjects for this sem.....
There's 2 subject that don't have exam paper....
The other subject that I faced for this sem;
              - Occupational Performance (Geriatric Rehab)
              - Gerontology
              - Creative Therapy
              - Health Promotion
              - Counseling
              - Research Methodology
              - Mandarin III (writing mandarin)

Homework a.k.a Keje Skolah;
- Counseling;
1.Women Therapy (pwr point slide and submit on week 10).
2.Structuring,interpreting,pharaphrasing and scenarios (submit it next week).
3.Interview sessions wif one person & make it as a video(submit on week 10).
4.Journal summarizatio-2 journal (submit on week 10)
5.Doing my own notes.

- Creative Therapy;
1.Doing lab report (for every weeks of the sessions)(submit 1 week after lab).
2.Doing group project on "Creative Dance" (will present it next week).
3.Doing my own notes.
4.Doing Drama in group(will submitted draft within dis week) 

- Mandarin;
1.Mandarin's video (maybe submit after practical).
2.Doing homework that had given by laoshi.
3.Read the story that I'd write(get ready for oral test). 
4.Read my notes(get ready for all the test within next week).

- Research Method.;
1.Doing the research about Stroke in group(will present it).
2.Doing my own notes(get ready for quiz).

- Health Promo.;
1.Doing the reasearch proposal about Back Pain in group(will present it).
2.Doing my own notes(get ready for tests)

- Occu.Performance & Gerontology;
1.Doing a slide presnttn about Akta Warga Emas in group(will present it within dis week)
2.Just get ready before class. 
3.Doing own reading & notes.

Ok,time to do my work now......wish of luck for me!!!!

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I didnt expect these books were very interesting...
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But...........

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Have a nice & wonderful day...

Adios!!!!!!