tell the truth...

maybe good or maybe bad..
but...
just 2 know about his feeling..
maybe I'm afraid 2 do that..
But....
its worthless 2 do that..
coz...
he will know about my feeling..
maybe he will accept or maybe reject me..
or...
maybe he will think about it n try 2 know me better than before..
in my heart...
I'll always hoping that he know me..
try 2 accept me as his friend first..
before knowing me better..
it is worthless coz he accept me..
without angry wif me..
but...
want 2 know more on how I know him..
he appreciate about my feeling towards him..
but...
many people said that I dont need 2 try hoping on him..
coz...
I dont know about his true feeling..
maybe its true..
maybe I'll accept this fate..
whether 2 be wif him or not..
I'm always hoping that he is happy wif his life..
it is doesn't mean that I had give up on him..
but...
just want him 2 be happy wif the person that love him more than I do..
Thats my true feeling..
frankly from my heart..

Tell him or not???

Today....
I'll try 2 tell him about my feelin....
Is it ok do that???
Is it better 2 write message 2 him???
A message about my feelin....
I'm really2 not sure 2 do that...huhuhu..
But...
I rather wait 4 him...
I rather see him from far....
Coz....
It's hard 2 tell the truth than telling a lie....
But...
It's better 2 tell him now rather than telling him when he really2 know me....
I just want him 2 be happy with his life...
Doesn't mean that I want him 2 be my lover...
I want 2 see him happy with his life..
With people that he loves....
Just a simple hope...
It doesn't mean that I don't love him...
Because I love him...
I want him 2 be happy....
May be I'll feel sad if he had someone special beside him..
But..
It doesn't matter coz I always want him to be the best...
To find someone that really2 love him...
I rather wait him...
If we are mean 2gether...
I 'll accept him....
Coz.....
He is my first love.....

Assignment ohhhh assignment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

banyk sangt assignment!!!!!!!!!huhuhu....
esok ada psy presentation plak....
pastu............
2 minggu lgi da start praktikal..........
camner nie?????????
assignment en.halil pun berlambak gak rrrrrr......
nie larrr kehidupan aku!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pkir2......
ape ke mendenyer aku nk wat dulu nihhh....
huhuhu......