2 be myself....

I want 2 be myself....
But I'm afraid...
Afraid 2 be myself...
Whether everybody can accept me or not...
I don't have any courage 2 be brave...
Brave 2 make a good decision...
Brave 2 be stick in my own opinion..
Brave 2 speak 2 tell the truth...
I'm not a good decision maker...
Neither good in giving advice nor giving commitment....
But I can be a good listener...
I want the person that like me can accept me on what I'm...
N I also want the person that I like can accept me...
Maybe I'm not good in words...
But....
Can judge me through my heart....

sumthin special about him.....

First time meet him...
But, rasa pelik skit coz jumpa kat padang..huhuhu...
Masa ngah KAWAD plak tu!!!!!
My first perception is...
''Apehal mamat nie!!!!''
After a half year knowing him at 2007...
We become friends...
But not a close friends...
Everythin change wif suddenly...
Without knowing that i had special feelin about him...
Without telling him...
Time goes by, we had go through our own journey of life...
But I still missin him..
For 2 years I wait him....
Hoping that he also had a feelin for me....
Until I've decide to forget him..
Suddenly.....
He appear without any notice......
Make my heart happy again n make me still hoppin for him...
Although we just a friends....
Am I had made a better decision to wait him again???
or...
To accept another person that try to be in my heart???

Just wanna wait....

I've nothin to do n nothin can be done.....

I'm happy wif my life...
Although,he will not be in my side...
Although,he dunno about my feelin...
I'm happy to see him from far...
Rather than see him close with me...
Coz....
I'm not sure about what will happen in our future...
N all I can do is.....

Just wanna wait.....